lOlly-lalalalala-

LOLLIPOP!! wink wink ^.^

I love to eat this-addicted since form three.My fren - a girl teach me how to eat this and I still could remember what she said to me "xpayah nak malu ler makan ni, COMEL aper. Kau cayela ckp aku". Hahaha, she was so nice and I also loved to give this to my frens-but-only when I have the stock in my handbag.huehue

When entering the matriculation life plak, aku ajak member2 reramai join suka lollipop.hahaSampai kiteowng dah berani makan dalam dewan kuliah tuuuu-hahaha. Naseb lerr lecturer sporting at that tyme-xpe tutor kiteowng result paling gempak even bermasalah-everyday ada jer kene panggil ngan HEP *buat malu jer*. I missed that life so much-having an enjoyable life-so bebas nak buat ape saje..

----like a child----

Bila Waktu Telah Berakhir

melayu ++

haihai semua.. :)

When I get so boring looking at my books,so I felt like I nak tulis and type kat sini. A place where I think I can express my feeling maybe-huehue-

Just a simple story mory today. Where I should start meh? Like this la. Ni pasal my family punyer susur galur=salasilah yang I sendiri pun tatau datang dari mane. But what I noticed before, since I was young (a child), people (mostly my friends) kept asking me " kau ni betol2 Melayu ker? Nape mata sepet? ". Sepet kah aku? Once, my sisters had told me that we were not pure punyer Malay-daripada mata pom boleh nampak. I didnt noticed it at all and I just ignored what they said about me as long as it wouldnt bother me. Still, when I was in university, my friends kept asking me again-and-again. Arghh!! actually I dont know what is the best answer I boley bagi kat downg instead of..

I gave this------ SMILE :)

But still, I sendiri pun tatau la beb asal dari mane. Really-theres must be something wrong somewhere ni. Macam mane nak korek ea? konpius-konpius

yes!! I am a village GIRL!!

OH my!!!

Ape yang jadi problem sangat being a 'village girl?'

I dont know why the others are so fussy about 'village girl'. So what hah? Yes, I am a 'village girl', I never rasa ashamed of being born in 'kampung' area. As long as I tak ganggu hidup u ols, so doesnt be a big deal sangat la kan. So, what if you were born in UK, Japan, Aussie, Scotland-do I care about that?

Doesnt make sense at all la. Lagipun, Allah tak tanye la nanti kita lahir kat mane, membesar kat mane,sume tu tak bawak mati pom, so xpayah nak sibuk sangat la kan. As long as, I tak ganggu hidup u and u pulak tak rasa terganggu ngan I. So, no need to buzy body sangat okay-hewhew-

man ♥ woman

I want to share little-simple words-heheh..

I dont know why but honestly I never been proud to myself if there were guys "like" me n said "I want you to be my girlfriend" instead of I felt very-errrr-dont know what to say.

Seriously I dont want to get involved in this stuff-not yet-for now-but then-maybe when the time passes, I'll be fine with it. Still, I am so guilty to them-or-to the guys when I rejected them but what more I can do?? I cant lie to myself and of course I dont want one of them will getting down just because of me?? *surely cannot be happened-CANNOT!!

Honestly, I do sometimes thought about to have a boyfriend when looking everyone so annoyed and exited about couples, but when I think twice, I would always say NO!! -.-

And still, I am quiet confusing right now, what should I do next. Shall I reject-reject-and-reject?? Untill when?? sobsss.. One more thing, dont you guys judge me as a bad girl or woman maybe just because you were rejected by me but thought it more-more-and-more,put it deep inside your heart-then you will know why I am treating you that ways.

I dont know. I do not intend to hurt you guys-never mean to do so but I am looking for a boyfriend-husband and not a boyfriend just to play around with me okay!!! Sorry guys. hewhew 

what the life is all about

Starting from the registration day at UPM until today,there were a lot of things that I needed to cover up everything especially the lesson that I learned before.. Ouchh.. It was such a unpredictable situation. I did dreaming before to further my studies in this such university-a big university, but unfortunately I had to face all those things. Such a hectic life-rushing-here-and-there,boarding a bus at the crowded bus stop and finally went to up stairs attended the lecture and so on-everyday..(T_T)

        Mathematics engineering-OMG-I was not a good mathematics' solver but at least I do love physics more than mathematics.Ouhh..How could I chose this course as if as I already knew that engineering is such a tough course to learn. Since I already on the path of my way,so I needed to move on my life as well as my sisters did last time.They kept giving me the words-hold my hands so that I would be a strong person-more than they were before. My mom and dad-hahah-they kept worrying about me-especially how I would carry my life here-*since I am their last child*-heheh- Dont worry 'mak' and 'abah'.

       When I sat and thought about the life is all about, I kept worrying how my life would be next. Either I am going to be a successful person or what?? It is not only about the succcessful-really-but how far we were going to take Allah as the part of our success?? As a muslim, never think that we were the only one that makes the differences and everything to happen,but think who were the only one that always be at our sides either we were getting up and down.

         Since I was being surrounded by my friends-book-paper-pen-class-and-so on about studies, I kept thinking to go back to my past-being a child- Even though I already knew that it would never happen but it still wouldn't be a sin if I kept dreaming-empty dreaming-hahah. When I looked at the children, I became jealousy as they were really lucky to be a child. Their life was set up by their parents-from a -zero- nothing- and finally grew up as a human. All stuff were prepared perfectly by someone else.Ouchh-how lucky they are.

       Ahh-wake up and I had to look forward not backward. My life would never-ever-back to the past but walking forward. Always think positively and believe that 4 year going to be nothing if I loose my confidence to do the best I could but it will going to be really valuable if I really take the chance given to do my best-really. I will see the result after I walking through the hardness.InsyaAllah with God willing and your prays as well..

Ayatul Kursi (The Throne Verse)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Allah, tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Tetap hidup, Yang Kekal selama-lamanya mentadbirkan (sekalian makhlukNya). Yang tidak mengantuk usahkan tidur. Yang memiliki segala yang ada di langit dan yang ada di bumi. Tiada sesiapa yang dapat memberi syafaat (pertolongan) di sisiNya melainkan dengan izinNya. yang mengetahui apa yang ada di hadapan mereka dan apa yang ada di belakang mereka, sedang mereka tidak mengetahui sesuatu pun dari (kandungan) ilmu Allah melainkan apa yang Allah kehendaki (memberitahu kepadanya). Luasnya Kursi Allah (ilmuNya dan kekuasaanNya) meliputi langit dan bumi; dan tiadalah menjadi keberatan kepada Allah menjaga serta memelihara keduanya. Dan Dia lah Yang Maha Tinggi (darjat kemuliaanNya), lagi Maha Besar (kekuasaanNya)

Amin~

Surah Al-Baqarah

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